sunshine punx (food not bombs)

Today I woke up at 9 am to cook food for 4 hours. It all was for food not bombs. At first it was a bit awkward cooking with random people...but then everyone started opening up and sharing stories about themselves. Funny and sad stories were told...It was great meeting new people and working with friends. Everything with vegan and vegetarian. Also, all the food was dumpstered. I made home-made mashed potatoes and this apple crisp thing.... (both turned out awesome!)Anyways beyond the point...We set up our table outside of the bushwick park off off the jefferson stop and brought the food over in shopping carts. It made me feel so great to see the people so excited to eat a healthy meal. Everyone thanked us and it reminded me how fucking lazy i've been and self centered...seriously what was the last thing I did that actually made some type of difference?! I want to change my life. I want to stop drinking as fucking much and start eating healthy...OH! and today I finally went to get the tires in shirely's bike filled up with air so now I can ride all over brooklyn again! I went on an awesome bike ride by myself today with the sunlight pouring on me and I only wish'd someone could just join me. Now i'm taking a nap...I've been on the go-go-go all day!