5am.

I can't sleep. It's 4:30 in the morning. Tell me about your dream land? I realized I spend hours and hours of the day day dreaming in this make believe land of what if's. I day dream about the things that will never happen and the things I hope will. Sometimes I get excited or scared if I think about it for too long. I can have whatever I please in my dream land. people, places, things. Anything. I can do whatever I want. If only if it were like that. I explained this to a good friend today. It's almost 5am and im not sleeping. All I want to do is day dream and remember.

I cant stop making lists, mostly about people i want in my life.

someone who makes shapes out of clouds. someone who enjoys being barefoot. someone who will give me a stick n poke. someone who can loose their mind for a week. someone who can make rainy days enjoyable. someone whos dreams are a little more realistic and less materialistic. someone who isnt turned off by a little lack of confidence. someone who can unplug their television for more than a year. someone who boycotts marriage. someone whos eyes burn with passion. someone who gets excited about groundhog day. someone who makes airwaves with their hands from a speeding car. someone who is drunk with optimism. someone who goes to bed in an old t-shirt from an ex-lover. someone who takes midnight swims in the atlantic. someone who will listen to dumb music with me. someone who will teach me how to sail a boat. someone who will write me letters and really send them. someone who will stay up till 5am with me doing thing, just because we cant sleep. someone who wishes on falling stars and eyelashes. someone who says "love" like they mean it. someone else who lives in the past.