I've been having the worst anxiety. I always feel on the edge. Like im waiting for something...It's raining outside and all I want to do it curl up in a little ball and read, drink tea and snuggle. I feel like i've lost a lot within the last week...friends, objects, feelings and my mind. Urg. My mind keeps wandering and I always feel on the edge. I'm no longer sore and confused. Now im just shakey and a bit lonely. I just want a cute boy to ride bikes with and to listen to pop punk with...but nothing like that ever works out here in NYC.
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