it was all a dream.

i was dreaming of your skin, deep eyes and laugh on my long bus ride that smelt of cheap fast food and cleaning products. i miss you in my bed whispering to me and keeping me warm till the early morning as the sun peered into my brooklyn apartment. when you arrived you smelt sweet and dirty. i wanted to hear your stories of tales on the road- after you were gone for months on end. i miss kissing and rolling around with you on the cold pavement in the driveway of your parents house till the morning sun was rising and you had to leave town once again. everything has changed now my love, i am here now and all i get is a muttered hello...all i want to do is kiss you in the graveyard underneath the grey skies once more.